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Homewreckers Anonymous

I won’t apologize for hoping you auction your furniture, even the 

Mafia smoking chair we bought off that Scotsman. 

          I’m selfish. I’m needy. I’m hunger. What is a poet but 

excessive want

 

I eat. Once a month I stick out my tongue just enough to grab you.

         Lick you. When kids ask how hate is made, this is what we won’t 

tell them. Sprinkles of spite

over the shoulders, a full-soul splintering

 

Love eludes resentment and forgetting, cell by cell. 

          The Domestic. The Slow Emergency.

 

How long can a haunting last till ghosts grow tired? 

Beloved dead musician’s new album fails with critics. 

His memory deserves more.

Memories deserve peace, you told me.

 

Last summer, we learned why viruses are dreamed up in labs,

sleeping innocently on coat sleeves, mere lightyears away 

from its own antidote being understood, injected, 

stabbed in forearms. The worst of us are not yet 

          fit for the world as-is. Waiting in absentia, escaping

by accident, escaping in crisis.

 

I find my way through my mother’s vanity, sweep away 

never-been-wished with eyelashes. Forgettable shadows

Not-loved-enough lace hairpieces 

Really, I’m just,

 

Bored of talking about survival. Rip out my ovaries

A kidney, some guilt, appendix. Re-homing would be easier

With less to pack

About the Author

Amy Gaeta feminist disability activist and poet

Amy Gaeta is not utopian; she is a student of understanding how we survive a world that is killing us on a dying planet, a feminist disability activist and scholar, poet, punk, and PhD candidate in the English Department at the University of Wisconsin-Madison. Her academic work specializes in the psychological aspects of human-technology relations under the surveillance state. In poetry, she explores mental illness, desire, and the impossibility of being human. Her first chapbook The Andy Poems was published by Red Mare Press in 2021, and her second book, Prosthetics & Other Organs is forthcoming on Dancing Girl Press. Her poetry has been published in various outlets such as Crazyhorse, South Carolina Review, Soundings East, Crab Fat Magazine, Streetlight Press, and the Madison Museum of Contemporary Art. She divides her time between Boston, MA and Madison, WI.

 


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